Hallucinations.

Okay, so I got a question on formspring that was kinda personal, so I’m gonna answer it here instead. And in English since I have followers outside Denmark. (thanks guys!) “Do you hallucinate? Hear voices, see things?” I hear voices, yes. Mostly when I’m with someone, like a group of friends, in town or at a party - anything that involves people really. All the voices are negative. Stuff like “You’re worth nothing, you don’t deserve to live,” are something I hear a lot. The voices tend to be someone I know - depending on who I’m with. If I’m with some friends I hear their voices in my head, saying mean stuff about me. I’ve had it since I started school which is like, 11 years ago. I thought it was normal back then, that everyone heard them. Sometimes I actually thought they were real and not just voices… I only found out it wasn’t normal and that I was actually mentally ill (besides depression and anorexia) like a few months ago. Because of the voices I prefer to be alone. Mostly I only go out to drink, alcohol can kind of drown them - if I don’t drink too much then it has the opposite effect. Sometimes they’re there when I’m alone as well. But I don’t know to whom it belongs to… It’s a female around my age I think, but I’m not sure. There you go, anon..